small dicks

sry if i offend any1 of you...

but it's really damn sian when u're have fun with sum1 who has a small dick.
even if it is juz jo...
i would love to grab something substantial you know.
but no, i've to always meet ppl with small ones.
which is a super turn off!

a friend and i were being random in class, was telling her nxt time b4 she marries sum1, she shld have sex or at least make out n feel the size of that potential husband first...
can u imagine marrying sum1 and realising that it is puny...
and u'd have to resign to having bad sex for the rest of your lives?
imo, pre-marital sex isn't that bad if proper precautions are taken!


im imagining how i will slut out to find out my future bf's size b4 committing to a rls.
i know it's damn superficial...but sex is of huge importance in any rls.
and bad sex would only cause resentment and lust for better ones, no?

happy day

went for an outing earlier on with my friends...
really love them lotsa!

some halloween outing!
had helluva fun!

went into this haunted hse and this real good-looking guy friend was scared...
so he grabbed our hands (another guy to his right) and walked.
he gets angsty when he's scared...and wld scold the "ghosts".
totally cute!
but yeah, he's usually quite gung-ho and stuff...havent seen this side of him before and found it interesting.
normally, those mcps will never show this side of them, esp in front of girls (whom we were with).
they wld usually be damn act man and get on my nerves.
but he is juz so nice and cute!
not that i'm interested...but he is one of the best-looking person i know.


then there was this stranger behind us with his gf,
screaming his lungs out.
but when we got shocked and screamed, he wld tell us not to over-react.
(cos the "ghosts" could only choose to either jump in front of us or them)
like hello!
stupid loser.
if i were his gf i'd juz hide my face.
damn xiasuay.



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recently there's this guy who finally interests me again.
the crushing period is finally back.
i've lost that feeling for so long, it now seems kinda strange.

we met an event and he asked me out first (as friends) but things i cldnt make it.
then after that i've been the one initiating...the convos, asking if he'd wanna go out and stuff.
but we r now bz with sch so it's difficult!
and he'd go game halfway when we're talking...
:(

but yeah i'm thinking too much abt this.
let's hope the crush wld fade soon, esp if he isnt interested or even gay at all.
how...
i'm glad that i can finally crush again but i don't want it to overwhelm me!

i shall stop initiating convos and hopefully he'd pick up the slack.
 i'll play by ear :)


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i am damn dumb when i'm crushing on sum1.
will long for him to talk to me first.
block and unblock him on msn in hope he'd notice i'm on9.
so dumb.
so loser :X