straightie

there's this guy in my class whom i came out to.
i guess it's the best decision i've made this year.

he is so much nicer to me after i told him.

but i still don't get the logic.

he was afraid of me when he suspected i was gay.
but when i confirmed that i was, he just got nicer.

anyhoo, it is damn funny when i'm with him.
so easy to make him awkward.

we went shopping.
i just pointed to some random guy and said, "i think he's super cute eh!!!!"

he didnt know how to reply.

he was even more lost when i added, "i think he is gay!"

:D

oh and it is hilarious when i decide to freak him out.

*complained about how cold it was and touched him*
him: your hand not cold what...
me: i know, i just wanted to touch you! :P
*he stared with the shock and "r u serious" face*

fun stuff :D

i will disappear for at least a week. maybe more :D

hihihihi

ok so i've lost my motivation to blog long long posts abt how boring my life is.
sorry abt the lack of updates.
here's just some random jumbled thoughts.

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anw, up till now...there's still no guy in my life.
where are u baby?

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and i think i'm a super boring person who's damn bad in communication.
i wanna talk to my eyecandy...but i cant find any topics to talk abt :(
and i feel inferior to him hahahhahaa.
he's mixed-blood. i just have a thing for ppl with mixed-blood.
i was freaking out cos i was so stressed up and i just ranted on msn to him, he reassured me with a damn long reply saying how he believe i could do it.
but he's so popular...i feel insignificant.

i think i should juz go on singing "Cooler Than Me- Mike Posner".
not many ppl can mak me feel this way though.
i dont know why im fussing over him when i know it is impossible since he told me how he is plotting to get the girl he wants.
a guy who strategises, how cute hahahhahaa.

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it is raining now.
cold.
i wish someone would lie beside me and hold me from behind.