ok so i've lost my motivation to blog long long posts abt how boring my life is.
sorry abt the lack of updates.
here's just some random jumbled thoughts.
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anw, up till now...there's still no guy in my life.
where are u baby?
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and i think i'm a super boring person who's damn bad in communication.
i wanna talk to my eyecandy...but i cant find any topics to talk abt :(
and i feel inferior to him hahahhahaa.
he's mixed-blood. i just have a thing for ppl with mixed-blood.
i was freaking out cos i was so stressed up and i just ranted on msn to him, he reassured me with a damn long reply saying how he believe i could do it.
but he's so popular...i feel insignificant.
i think i should juz go on singing "Cooler Than Me- Mike Posner".
not many ppl can mak me feel this way though.
i dont know why im fussing over him when i know it is impossible since he told me how he is plotting to get the girl he wants.
a guy who strategises, how cute hahahhahaa.
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it is raining now.
cold.
i wish someone would lie beside me and hold me from behind.
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