falling carebear. TOO CUTE!

capricorns...PR?

i think capricorns make the worst friends ever.

you just wouldn't know what we are thinking of.

whether we are really true friends, or are we just there.

so yep im in this clique in sch and we created a facebook group.

however the group was created after an outing, which included certain people who aren't that close.

there's this childish guy, let's call him jerry. 

don't like him cos of all his antics; he's those always act high kind of person.

he isn't evil or anything, just too hyper and overbearing for me...

a few other people in the group find it that way too, so yeah he's isnt even supposed to be in the group and is there just because of that outing.

and guess what, he is "bros" with bob, the guy whom i managed to ply open last time but he got closer to jerry and this other guy.

so supposedly, if you are "bros", you wouldnt leave him in lurch. you wont condone him being outcasted by your friends, would you?

today during lunch, we blurted out that we kicked jerry out of the group.

bob didn't seem to care at all.

like seriously, what kind of a person is he -.-

jem really treats him like a bro, cos jem's a much simper person...and yet bob doesn't reciprocate.

so apparently he is just forming fragile relations with everyone, appeasing the people he's spending time with.

i do PR a bit at times too, but i'd never allow my friends to be outcasted from a group like that.

i will not PR with my friends! 

(i wouldn't refer to my true friends as bros because i think that term is overused and dead. it doesnt have the  meaning that it's supposed to convey. every tom, dick, and harry will just randomly call you bro when they need your help in the working environment. and all the "bros" i see in sch are really just act high MCPs with nth better to do"

really, capricorns' defenses are freaking hard to get past...

and we chose our friends very carefully...only those whom i allow through are considered real friends.

i've a very clear line that distinguishes friends from acquaintances, and i'd make where we stand clear to you as well.

i just cannot stand how bob is able to call jem "bro" all the time, but doesn't do a single shit when he's kicked out of the group.

such a fucking PR asshole.

and i've to act like i don't care about this cos he is still in our clique. -.-

hot

saw it on tumblr but cant reblog haha :)

i think this pic is juz too sexy!

the scene itself.

making out in the middle of nowhere...

and im not exhibitionistic LOL.

x'mas is coming...stay merry! :)

eyecandy #122454253

he's like in my class so i see him everyday.

ultra drawn to his aloof character.

i love analysing people.

the more reserved you are, the more interested i get.

whatever it is, i really just can't figure him out.

and idk how to get close to him.

i think he alr suspects that i am gay, not that it's rocket science.

he's homophobic and i don't want him to be creeped out more than he alr is.

still, he's like my current obsession.

i wanna lift his veil and marry him see his through colours.

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this other guy in class.
i got him to open up to me before.

he was being super cynical at that point of time, with the people arnd him.
furthermore, he had a crush on this girl...who used to be close to me.(another drama)


then a few days later, he just left me aside and got close with these 2 guys, both mcps who are kinda irritating.
fine.
obviously i got jealous and left him alone.

a few weeks later, that girl told me that he confessed and i was just shocked.
i advised him against it previously cos she's alr having a scandal with this other guy, whom she is dating now (or they might have broken up...idk)
and he confessed in such a manner that it was pressurrissing for that girl (not that we were still close then but it is just damn childish). it went smth like "...so if you dont see me next sem in this course...you know why"

impression of him just died there and then.

now, i sense that he's going through some rough patch.
asked him what's wrong and he didnt answer.
so be it.
then my other friends told me to dig out what's his problem.
but urgh.
idk how.

why is my sch life so dramatic. :(
dramas are damn fun to watch, but irritating when it happens arnd u!