ktv again!

hahhaha yeah went to ktv with hfc.
told him that i wanted to shop initially...
but i just wanted to ktv again suddenly.
i guilted him into agreeing even though he was really reluctant coming up with excuses abt tests and all.
i'm crazy and bitchy like that :D

we both have similar taste in music and i know almost every song he likes and vice versa.
there are exceptions of course.
like how he finds "Born This Way" horrible. rowr!
(sidenote: isn't born this way banned in malaysia? i heard it playing in a shopping centre in jb leh)

anyhoo it was really awesome to have a ktv session with a close friend.
cos he knows how i cant sing and doesnt rly mind. just kept on laughing but wtv lah.
not like it is his first time hearing me sing.
and cos we can get super hyper tgt, we were literally screaming at "high" parts of the session.
i cant get this high with other ppl cos i'll be worrying how they'll think im crazy and stuff.
but with ur bff, that's when ur true colour shows. hahahhahaha


we went crazy after singing not myself tonight.
followed by hollaback girl and then party people right after!
all awesome party songs!
we managed to clear the rap part of party people perfectly (with the help of the original singers of course) even though the last time we heard it was ages ago.
i loved the fergie's rapping parts so much that i kept practising it last time.
"all of you haters can kiss a behind. specifically speaking i'm talking about mine!"


session ended off with veronicas- untouched.
wooohooo!
kk i know these songs are a little outdated...but that was the time when we had the time to get crazy and sing those songs in school/ over the webcam.


and any singing schools need people for before/after advertisements?
i am the perfect before candidate! off key in every note i sing :D
sponsor my lessons and i dun mind being filmed throughout them hahhahahahhahaa!







yep she sounds better than me so u can imagine hahhahaha.
i showed somene how i sound and he kept laughing throughout lah! wtf!
right until he said gdnite still making fun of me :(
rowr! evil slut hahhahahha,

truth or truth

i've never dared to play truth or dare with my classmates.

we decided to go on a midnight cycling trip but we had to wait for one of our classmates to learn how to cycle.
call me evil, but i think it was so inconsiderate of him to want to join us.
he should know his limits.
for someone who isn't sporty, who has never cycled before, he wants to join us and cycle a distance of 13 km? (including return journey. i was the fourth to return...was actually third but some idiot took a shortcut and overtook me grrrrrr. we were neck to neck throughout the journey and i purposely kept insufficient space enough between the second guy so he could not cut me but ROWR)
furthermore, we had to wait for around an hour for him to finally master it.

meanwhile, most of my classmates started playing truth or truth.
i have never dared to play "truth" games as i dread them asking THAT question.
empty and another friend didn't play for the same reason.
yes, we're bitchy in class and it inevitably arose suspicion.
it was quite a torture for us as since we weren't playing, we weren't allowed  near their circle.
it's hell for gossip junkies like us.
grrrrr.


so yeah, how would u handle such a question.
technically, it wouldn't be considered a lie if i said "no".
since i've liked girls before...i'm bi?
but i'd very much prefer guys tyvm..

should i?

had lunch with hfc and empty today.

shopped with hfc after empty left and met his sis.

shopped for x'mas presents at orchard which is freaking cheapo-looking this year.

it's in such a grotesque purple.

i want it to go back to the snowing theme with classy white throughout!

(oh i've never seen real snow before. i've always have a fantasy of reaching up to the guy i love, going into his embrace and share the kiss of our lives while snowflakes are constantly falling from the night sky. total tw drama scene right! LOL)

anw, didnt buy much despite combing through almost the entire orchard.

we decided to go to nex after that but it was a fruitless trip as well.

shopping's such a good cardio right :P

(i'll find reasons to convince myself that it's perfectly fine to hate running)

we went to Mc's to rest since we were exhausted and thirsty.

and we talked.

he kept asking me abt the sick stuff which i hate talking to friends about irl.

do not, i repeat, do not touch on it again!

i'm really worried that the slut in me would influence them such that they have premature sex or wtv.

please...dont!

anw, panda, hfc and i arent out to empty yet.
(apparently hfc claims to be straight. wtv lah. i really do not care abt any1 elses orientation. unless obviously if that person is the one) 

although we hinted kinda explicitly throughout our steamboat the other day.

the 4 of us wld actually talk abt the guys we like a few years back.

when we were still innocent...or at least they were :X

anyhoo, empty sort of grew out of it?

and we havent talked about our orientation since forever..

the last time we mentioned it, he thinks that it is actually a "growing phase" and we would stop crushing on guys in future.

but since empty and i go way back, same class for 8 years, i've been feeling that it's time i told him.

panda and i were going all out to hint while hfc remained quiet last time.

idk if i should.

i cant bring myself to say it in a normal conversation.

i don't have a bf so i cant just say i'm dating a guy.

neither do i have a slow-trickling water cooler..

hfc's not cool with the idea.

i know panda would want it too, right?!

cos during steamboat, the 3 of has had to communicate about some cute guys and started being very cryptic and empty was left out :X

he pretended to be busy eating lah...i'd have felt damn awkward also.

but how?!

how does one come out?!

i feel like writing this blog link in my x'mas card for him...but it has all the sexual stuff.

i dun think he'd be able to digest it since hfc said that even panda is shocked.

how :(

it's like, if it's that diffi to come out to even a bff of 8 freaking years...

how wld i tell others in futere :X

or issit the longer you know the person, the harder it is to tell?

i will never ever ever ever x9999999 come out to my parents.

unless they find out on their own or ask me; i'd never initiate it.

the plan is to rent a house and move in with my future bf as soon as i have a stable income

:D:D:D:D

had awfully chocolate ice-cream just now.

freaking awesomely rich ahhhhh!

super guilty though :(

lalala

READ: http://news.xin.msn.com/en/singapore/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4523160

quote: SINGAPORE: A 47—year—old unemployed man was fined S$3,000 on Tuesday for performing fellatio on another man in a public toilet in Citylink Mall.

lol that guy's damn suay lah.
so yeah ppl, have to be more careful.
anw i wonder who tipped the police off...so super kaypoh.
and yeah, i knew that place was a hotspot...
i actually researched about cruising places before last time HAHHHAAHHAHA.

~

went for KTV with classmates.
I DIDN'T THINK THEY WILL ASK ME TO GO AGAIN.
cos the last time, i kept hogging the mic.
and yeah, I CANT FUCKING SING.

seriously, i wouldnt even ask myself out for a ktv session.
i'd go off tune :(
no actually, i will sing in a monotonous voice.
WHY?!
someone give me singing lessons LOL.
to think i was in choir in primary school...

anw, i hogged the mic again that day.
COS THEY ALL DONT WANNA CHOOSE SONGS OKAY.
i not that bu yao lian one lor...ok lah maybe at times.
but wat was i to do?
just sit there and waste time?
since they didnt choose i chose mine lor.
then i kept asking them to choose also...like after every song cos sing too much throat will pain wat.
HAHAHHAHA.
anw some did choose. others didnt. i sang the most. and i was the most out of tune.
and i chose songs that most people will know lor, so they sang along oso.


I WAS DAMN HAPPY WITH MYSELF COS WE SANG CELINE DION'S TAKING CHANCES...
then got one part is damn high and diffi to sing and i think i managed it!
 (the other guy was like..."ahh this part i dun wanna sing so diffi" :D)

"somewhere underneath your SKIN!!!!"

 *glass shatters*