too early

i knew what sex was in primary 1 (7 years old)
and i actually told my parents about it. my definition was "a guy and a girl hugging and kissing on a bed"

i've watched my first porn when i was 10.
discovered masturbation around that time too.
i'd search on yahoo "men totally naked" and would be totally turned on by those pics.
it was until i found out there were porn videos that i discovered how great it felt to cum.
i was rubbing just as that guy was in the vid and there was like the peeing sensation but i continued to stroke even faster.
when it came out, it was pure bliss for a while; after that i thought i urinated in my pants and ran to the toilet.
come to think of it, i think my first time cumming was one of my best.

someone blew me when i was 10.
i was at the library toilet and noticed a guy with a hard on at the urinal.
i stared.
he looked at mine too.
then i went to wash my hands and continued staring at him through the mirror.
he then signaled me to go into the cubicle and i had my first understall experience.
it was my 2nd or 3rd time cumming and when i did, i stood up immediately and tried to get it in the toilet bowl as i still thought i urinated on his hands. i actually apologized.
when we came out of the toilet and were washing our hands, he asked if i had a number.
i was contemplating if i should give my house phone (didnt have a hp then) but decided against it.
i only knew years later that he is a paedophile.

had a bf  and my first anal experience when i was 16.
ok this is quite late right?
i'm still a virgin in the ass btw :)


so yeah, i'm thinking that it all started too early for me.
idk what happened.
or issit just normal for gays?