could have and should have

you know how sometimes you'd look back and think,
wtf i shld have done that!
or
haix...i could have said this!

e.g. when sum1 insults me, i'd try my best to give a clever comeback.
but often a time, my brain can't process quick enough to give a satisfactory one.
then when recalling the situation later, i'd be able to come up with retorts that are so much better.


and today, i had to display some items from their cartons in the supermarket.
after i was done, i left the carton at the side for a while to go and find the price tags.
then this idiotic staff came and, "eh ur boxes are blocking everyone! faster take them away" and went to kick them.
i just replied with "orh."
then when i wanted to take them to the disposal area, i realised that some of the plastic covers had fallen out of the boxes because she kicked it.
didn't think much...just picked them up and threw the boxes away.

but when i returned, i just got angry.
like wtf does she think she is, kicking my things and leaving it for me to pick up later?
furthermore they were only in her way, cos it was at the side and hardly any1 walks there.
CB BITCH.
shld have asked her to put them back in place!
idk what i was thinking...or not thinking.
but later when i was gonna leave, she was talking to another promoter.
i went to that promoter and said, "hey uncle i'm leaving already. bye bye."
and totally ignored that idiot.
LOL k quite childish but yeah.

then later, i was sitting down at my counter using my hp cos i was bored.
and a kaypoh uncle came and "aren't u a promoter...shldnt u be promoting instead of playing game?"
i was shocked actually. at first i thought it was the store's manager...but then the kaypoh was in plain clothes.
so i just replied, "i'm checking stocks with my company."
shld have added, "what concern issit of yours anw? my manager oso didn't say anything about it. MYOB"


haix, i want a faster brain!


oh and i was super hungry while working, so i bought a packet of ikan bilis to munch on.
then after paying, the cashier scribbled something on my receipt.

i'm guessing it's her name but i rly can't decipher what it is.
she was quite gdlooking i guess, only that she had thick layers of make up on.
but what would a gay guy know hehehe.
luckily i looked at it only after i had taken my stuff and left.
wouldn't know how to react.
maybe i could just have said, "i'm gay?"
girls are still a mystery to me.
i do not have a girl-bff as i was frm an all-boys school.
not sure how it'll be when i finally have them as classmates...maybe i'll be their sister LOL JK

why can't i attract guys instead hehehhehe.