diarrhoea

i hate diarrhoea!
it's horrendous to have to hold it in; diarrhoea is so much more difficult/painful to control than solids.

hate it especially if i've to travel long distances or if i've to go to places where the toilets are stinky and gross.
can't stand public toilets that have wet floors :X

rmb i had diarrhoea after a road trip in mly and i had to ask the driver to stop at the nearest toilet, which was at some park or wtv and there wasn't even a sitting bowl!

luckily in sg, toilets are rather ubiquitous, but it's another question for clean ones that are usable.
most shopping centre toilets are awesome though.

urgh. i think i'm lactose intolerant.
or something in milk causes me to have runs.
it's frustrating cos i loved milk since i was young...and at some point of time i treated it like water.
i'd drink milk instead of water when i'm thirsty.
then idk why, i stopped consuming it for a period of time and when i started drinking it again recently, my digestive system can't take it.
rmb i saw a doctor once (when my school had cross-country day so i could skip it...i swear i rly did  have diarrhoea though) and asked him why i'm allergic to milk all of a sudden.
he replied that it's cos my "enzymes dried up"?!
got such thing meh...


fortunately, i still am able to handle dairy products like cheese/ butter/ yogurt etc.
but why not milk?!
rowr.