insipid

i think i've been on holidays for too long.
when i was in school, i'd at least have a few people i'd ogle at.
my heart would flutter, wishing that we're a couple.

right now, i've totally no one to crush on.
no one catches my attention.
nothing.
pure emptiness.

it's definitely not normal for me since during my high time, i've crushed on 4 ppl.
and this explains the lack of updates as well.
so yeah sry for the dry period...
wonder how ppl like tuls manage to find smth to blog abt everyday.